Saturday, December 11, 2010

7 months... and I'm back again.

There have been times in within the last 7 months that I've had the urge to come here and rant about my life, but everytime I come here, I realised how long I have forsaken this blog that I shy away from it.


It's like feeling a bit guilty for ignoring something that had been sort of therapeutic for me in the past.

But why am I back here again now?

I dunno, I don't have an answer to that. I just feel like writing. And so I'm here.

Incidentally this is the first time I'm writing from my R480. XD

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

How to extinguish an unattended cooking fire

My station overlooks mainly residential areas. Therefore fires such as this is very common. Don't leave your cooking unattended. Even if you are able to extinguish the fire yourself after calling us, I still have to write a 8 page report. -_-"

Saturday, March 27, 2010

I miss you.

I miss you...


as i turn the dial on my padlock, drowned in the smell of smoke and morning coffee, the blaring music from my earphones, the laughter and chatter in the locker room...

as we form in line, our names called out one by one, the faint smell of dried sweat mixed with ashes from each other's gear...

as the lockers of the appliances are opened, the air filled with exhaust fumes, the red blinkers flash, my hands dirty with hydraulic oil...

I miss you...

as the weight of the air cylinder bogs me down, legs aching from climbing flights of stairs, the hoses are laid, breathing in the stuffy air of the face mask...

as i put on my molding grey training suit, hating the calisthenics, enduring the itch on my brows...

as we gather in a circle, sitting on the carpet, savouring our lunches, sharing one another's cold teas...

I miss you...

as they start to talk about their relationships, their dramatic encounters, their sexcapades...

as i try to close my eyes, but fail miserably, ending up just rolling around in my sweaty shirt...

as i go through my seemingly never ending inbox, deleting and deleting, filtering the junk...

as i stare blankly at my paperwork, wondering why some people won't carry out things that they are supposed to...

as i lift the weights in gym, my reflection staring back at me, the all too familiar smell of air-conditioning and sweat...

I miss you...

as the warm water falls on to my skin, the sweet scent of body foam refreshes my body...

as i breathe uneasily in the after dinner puffs, listening to the senseless banter, the smell of starch is still present on my uniform...

as i half listen to the lecture, my mind wanders, my eyelids start to droop...

as i lie in my bed staring at the white bars in the dark dormitory, trying to ignore the stuffiness, envying those who are closer to the fans...

as i set my alarm and close my eyes...

i miss you.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Half a year...

It has been half a year since I wrote anything on my blog.


That is a bloody long time.

I put the blame on facebook.

Somehow facebook has taken away a lot of my reasons to blog despite all the bloggable things that has been happening throughout the last 6 months.

Besides, I've got a new camera and a fast internet connection... and better attention of facebook...

the downside is my writing abilities deterioriates... and i become less expressive... besides, my job doesn't allow me to write freely without somehow affect the force's professional image...

maybe i'm just giving excuses... i dunno... after years of writing blogs, i dunno for sure if any of my readers really liked what i write or take my blog as something important to them...

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Of rubbish fire, birthday and raya

Yesterday I was on duty at Choa Chu Kang Fire Post. We had 2 calls. The first one was a case of children playing with sparklers which was pretty lame. The second one was my first fire involving contents of CRC (Community Rubbish Chute)... in other words, rubbish fire.

CRCs are those chutes behind the big shutters you can typically see on the ground floor of HDB flats. When we arrived at the scene, my firefighters did all of the work... since I dunno anything about these chutes. The shutter was raised by pressing the button outside. Behind the shutter revealed this huge contraption, a machinery with a huge hole filled with rubbish. In the middle of the hole was a drill like mechanism. When one of my firefighters fiddled with the buttons next to the chute, the machine whirred and the drill turned and vomited the putrid contents of the chute. Some of the contents were black, burnt. But there was no fire. I guess the fire extinguished by itself before we arrived and the smoke coming out from the chute alarmed someone to call 995...

Well, now I know how dull rubbish fires are like. But for once, I really felt like a section commander on the ground during yesterday's duty. I did everything right! ...well almost. Ah well, there's always room for improvement.

Thankfully although technically 8 hours of my duty is spent on my birthday, people at work didn't rag too much. I guess I was lucky not to be thrown into the legendary pump well...

And now part of malam raya coincides with my birthday... *shrug* I am not sure how to feel... Happy Raya everyone!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

One year of National Service!

Time flies so quickly that I am at the one year mark of my National Service.

Wow. I still feel like I have not done any great service yet!

Ah well, who cares, cos the next phase would be ORD-oh!!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Sakura reply by RSP!

It has been more than a year since I posted the song 'Sakura' by Takano Kenichi on my blog (click to see post). And apparently, the Japanese R&B group RSP (you might recognise them as the group that sings 'Kansha', one of Bleach's ED theme songs) has made a sort of a reply song to the melancholic song!

The title of RSP's reply song is Sakura - Anata ni deaete yokatta; loosely translated means "I am thankful to be able to meet you". While the original Takano song is sang in the perspective of the grieving father, the new RSP song is sang in the perspective of Sakura herself!

Here's the vid


sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
daijoubu mou nakanaide watashi wa kaze anata wo tsutsundeiru yo
sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
arigatou zutto daisuki watashi wa hoshi anata wo mimamori tsuzukeru
anata ni deaete yokatta hontou ni hontou ni yokatta

koko ni mou irenakunachatta mou ikanakucha honto gomen ne
watashi wa mou hitori de tooi tokoro ni ikanakucha
doko e ? tte kikanaide nande ? tte kikanaide honto gomen ne
watashi wa mou anata no soba ni irarenakunatta no

itsumo no sampo michi sakura namiki wo nukete yuki
yoku asonda kawa mo no ue no sora no hikaru hou e to
mou aenakunaru kedo sabishii kedo heiki dayo
umarete yokatta honto yokatta anata ni deaette yokatta . . .

sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
daijoubu mou nakanaide watashi wa kaze anata wo tsutsundeiru yo
sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
arigatou zutto daisuki watashi wa hoshi anata wo mimamori tsuzukeru
anata ni deaete yokatta hontou ni hontou ni yokatta

anata no kaeri wo matsu gogo anata no ashioto na nigenai koto
watashi wa sou ichiban no yorokobi wo shirimashita
anata ga hanashite kureta koto ichinichi no koto iroiro na koto
watashi wa sou ichiban no kanashimi mo shirimashita

sore wa anata no egao anata no namida sono yasashisa
watashi no na wo yobu koe dakishimeru ude sono nukumori
mou furerarenai kedo wasurenai yo shiawase dayo
umarete yokatta hontou yokatta anata ni deatte yokatta

sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
daijoubu dayo koko ni iru watashi wa haru anata wo idaku sora
sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
arigatou zutto daisuki watashi wa tori anata ni utai tsuzukeru

sakura no mau sora no kanata me wo tojireba kokoro no naka

sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
iindayo hohoende goran watashi wa hana anata no yubisaki no hana
sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
arigatou zutto daisuki watashi wa ai anata no mune ni

sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
daijoubu mou nakanaide watashi wa kaze anata wo tsutsundeiru yo
sakura sakura aitai yo iyada kimi ni ima sugu aitai yo
arigatou zutto daisuki watashi wa hoshi anata wo mimamori tsuzukeru

anata ni deaete yokatta hontou ni hontou ni yokatta ,
hontou ni hontou ni ... yokatta




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